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Country: United States
State: Nevada
Birthday: 3/7/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: Shopping, listening to music, reading magazines, learning about people, making friends, debating, hanging out with friends, and taking pictures
Expertise: Uh, forensics......i guess
Occupation: Student
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Member Since: 1/31/2004

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Wednesday, September 22, 2004

How can someone just completely foget about another persoN?


Monday, September 13, 2004

I'm sickie. I've haven't been sick all summer and as soon as i get to school, i am sick. That just shows how dangerous school really is.

I feel kinda lonely. i know that there are people around, but no one to really talk to. I have a few, but i guess i don't feel like talking much about it. I just wish that i could be really happy. No stress, no sickie, no lonely, and no tired.

I've been sooo busy i barely have time for anything anymore. No time to sleep, and barely any time to even have friends. I feel bad for those who i haven't been talking to as much. I really want to hang out with you all, but i just don't have much time. I want a weekend to just hybernate. I haven't had one of those for a while...meaning 2 weeks.

I've been so sick, i feel like my head weighs more than my whole body. My ears can't hear anything really, my nose doesn't work and my voice doesn't sound the same....i hope i'm better before friday.


Tuesday, September 07, 2004

I've realized, I haven't liked anyone for like 7 months. Hmmm, i wonder if i can like anyone anymore. I'm not sure what's wrong with me. I actually have decided if i like anyone i'll just talk myself out of it, cuz its kinda cool not having any worries about what a boy thinks about you.

I've also realized i don't really have any friends here, except two. Its actually scaring me. So i don't like any boys, and i don't have many friends...what have i become?


Thursday, September 02, 2004

So school has been going alright. There has been a hell of a lot of work, but i think i've been handling it pretty well. I'm so excited for this year of debate. I think all of our novi are awsome, well that i know of.

I miss my caroline though.....


Tuesday, August 31, 2004

I i didn't get to see you today. I was really sad. But i know everything will be alright...

I’m honestly terrified what my life will be without you. Its amazing how one person can completely change your life, for the present and the future. I’m honestly someone different because of you, and that is not for the worse. You’ve taught me more than you can imagine. Probably more than any class or any person has ever taught me before in my life.

I remember what I was like in the beginning of the year, and I look at myself now. I’m so much happier and I think I’m a whole lot smarter too. You make me want to be good at something, that has got to be the best thing anyone could ever do for me. If I could be a fraction of what you are, I know that I would be so much better. I only wish we could have been good friends sooner.

I’ve had so much fun with you this summer. There were no fights, and no awkward silences. I loved pranking people with you, shopping at ‘cheap stores’, ranting about all my horrible past expeirences, and hearing your’s. I love learning about debate, hanging with you at Sun country, meeting new interesting people with you, watching lifetime movies and Big Brother, squirting people with water guns and picking guys up on the strip, and I even listening to country music. (I actually do likeit, even if I act like I don’t). I think I loved my summer so much, because I actually had an interesting person to share it with.

You have made me love debate so much. You have inspired me like no one else I know. Do you remember when I said I wrote a hero paper about you? Well, in that paper it said how a real hero will not change someone, but make someone want to change. A real hero will not get help for them, but help them. A real hero isn’t someone you wish you were, but someone you strive to be like. A real hero doesn’t save your life by killing the enemy, but by making you want to live. Caroline, you are a real hero to me and I appreciate that so much.

I’ve never felt this way about any of my friends, you are truly one of a kind. Once you get back I promise, you’ll still be my number one friend, because I know there will never be someone who has helped me as much as you did and there will never be anyone I’d want to be around more.

I’m going to miss you so much...I’m not sure what I will do. I know that I’ll carry everything you’ve taught me to next year, and later on in life. I really hope that we are still friends when you’re in BU, because if we’re not I’m not gonna be as good of a person. I’m not going to say good bye to you ever, because I’m sure we will always remember each other, and we will still be friends. Don’t forget me, Caroline... Because I know I will never forget you. .....

See ya later. Your BEST friend



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